Nag-crash pala ako. Narealize ko kagabi, bago matulog. Tapos oo, I qualify on some symptoms. Yuck. Kala ko nag iinarte lang ako. Anyway, it won't make any difference. Pero eto, irritable ako ngayon. Ayos lang talaga ako pero pag nagtrigger, wtf. Nakakainis.
Still, anuman ang meron, Me-Mode lang ako for the past week or weeks. I just don't care enough to fuck with anyone. Hindi yan repression. I just feel that some people don't deserve my time. And, they'll just waste it anyway. Why bother? You fly.
Praning. Nakakainis uli.
I should have been in another place, but I just care enough not to leave you. You poor thing.
Pero gusto ko kumain sa labas, gusto kong mag-celebrate. Or, ano, make myself feel happy by investing money on food, or cinema, perhaps. Kahit na ayaw ko yung kasama ko, ayos lang siguro.
Tapos 61 lang ako sa fucking test sa pol sci. Ang score na yun ay passing+1. Yuck. Ayos lang, di ako nag-aral, haha. Pero kung nag-aral ako parang halos walang pinagkaiba. Siguro up by 5 to 10 points lang at most. Pero nakakainis pa rin, ambaba eh! Tapos yung test pa sa Film 100 at yung paper. Sana ayos lang, above 2.0 naman sana.
Madami nga pala akong dinamay nung depression ko, na tingin ko eh meron pa rin.
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