Spur

Alone as usual. Not that I miss company, I just have nothing to look forward to. Except ahead. So far, I've wrecked everything I have begun. Usually I leave things unfinished, but it's all in bad shape, and I don't feel like leaving. Nobody stays for anyone anymore unless they really expect something and is assured of it.

I shouldn't have let down my guard. I am only a pawn.

Days ago I was self-satisfied.

Words. Words. Words. All blunt. Don't hang on to them, it's free, though they put blood behind your cheeks. It's the hand that you most need. They can part you hair, and wipe your tears, and still put blood behind your cheeks. Spare me from your words. I don't need it. Don't take my word for it? Come closer and you'll see.

Driven

Takbo!

Bakit ba ganito mga bagay-bagay? Napaka-spontaneous. Ang corny tuloy.

Free As A Bird
Lennon/McCartney/Harrison/Starkey

Free as a bird,
it's the next best thing to be.
Free as a bird.

Home, home and dry,
like a homing bird I'll fly
as a bird on wings.

Whatever happened to
the life that we once knew?
Can we really live without each other?

Where did we lose the touch
that seemed to mean so much?
It always made me feel so...

Free as a bird,
like the next best thing to be.
Free as a bird.

Home, home and dry,
like a homing bird I'll fly
as a bird on wings.

Whatever happened to
the life that we once knew?
Always made me feel so free.

Free as a bird.
It's the next best thing to be.
Free as a bird.

Ang galing talaga ng effect ng boses ni Mr. McCartney. At bad trip, walang seeder.

Onga pala, bakit pinost ang kanta? Hmm tingin ko medyo free ako ngayun. At siyempre Beatle song to, maganda pa music video. At, nagiging Rain Man ako. Yawn.

Nakakutawa ang drive ng mga tao, parang ang phoney tuloy.

First Post

Gusto ko na lang humiga sa kama buong araw. Absolutely the best thing I feel doing. Better than pulling my cheek towards my ears, or making my ears meet. Way better than hearing things. Or, seeing things, or expecting to see things. We shouldn't expect things from others, whoever may benefit. From here on I'll listen before I speak, ask before I answer, put up no defence, uphold no pride (since there isn't any left). I've always wanted being talked down upon one, one where I really have no excuse, and we both know what we're talking about (or, at least we think so).

Ideally.

[deleted 8 May 2007 2:18 AM]

Oo, kung anu-ano nangyari sa akin this past weeks. Kung anu-ano rin kasi ginagawa ko, kaya ayun. May nakita kasi ako, tas sinundan ko, tas ewan ko na. Nagiging ako yung taong pinaka-ayaw ko. At, siyempre tungkol na naman sa sarili ko. Iba't-ibang bagay pero pareho lang ang tinuturo.

[deleted 8 May 2007 2:19 AM]

We go to great lengths only to do simple things. Takte, kung yun naman pala naiisip eh, tinanong mo na lang sana.

[deleted 8 May 2007 2:22 AM]

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[deleted 8 May 2007 2:23 AM]

Nakakagalit siguro sinulat ko, pero eto na nararamdaman ko as of 2:49pm April 28.

[deleted 8 May 2007 2:23 AM]

Ayun

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[edited 8 May 2007 2:24 AM *Mute ba? Ahaha* ]