Shuffle

Nagpa-praktis ako ng one hand deck shuffle. Ito ang trials ko:
Fail! Fail! Success! Fail! Fail! Success! Success! Success! Fail! Success!
Wow 50%. Pero mejo ayos yung iba, so kung adjusted, above 60% success rate ko. Buti na lang kapag dinedemonstrate ko sumasakto. May ganong factor eh. Pero pag inulit ko sa same person, wala na. Oh yes.
Pero marunong na ko mag "Russian Shuffle" na di talaga shuffle, cool effect lang. See me for demonstration. Marunong lang, at short distances. Pero practice lang at lalaki range nun. Well.
Bakit ako nagpaka-autistic uli? Well, frustrated ako. I really am. Nakakapang-gigil!
600 pesos ata naubos ko ngayung araw. Hurts! At sprinkled ako with peculiar white specks, di ko alam kung saan galing. Parang nilihang pintura. The world's gone mad.
Nagbago nga pala ako template. Title rin. What a shame. Ewan.
Anyway. Frustrated nga ako. Grrr. Napaka-eventful ng araw na 'to. Pero hinde.
Pumunta lang ako ng UP para kumain ng sisig. At walang nangyari halos. At wala pa ring nangyayari ngayung gabi. Shit. Grrr uli.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit na-trigger nun! Siguro dahil pile, pile, pile up. Tapos loose end na naman ang araw na 'to. Nakakalungkot. Adik ako. Oh shit.
Saya-saya ko pa namang naglalakad pauwi, kahit na ripped off ako ng 600. Argh talk to the hand! Just another night na sana eh, ayan, specially frustrating na tuloy. Grrr na naman.
Gagawa na lang ako sudden fiction:

"I waited for the breeze to cool me down, but it came and went like there was none. If only one could take hold of it without it extinguishing, or if it were to blow continuously wherever I may go. But for now, I wait for it again, the wind that uplifts my soul."

Isa pa!

"I wondered why you gave me the hand. I wondered why you would ask for mine. I wondered why you gave me the hand again. I wondered why I never gave you mine."

Pero hindi ata qualified itong latter. Pero alam niyo naman resolution, walang nangyari pa rin.

Magsusulat na nga lang ako.